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工作坊結束直到今天，才覺得比較能完整回顧自己的學習。
這次課程進行的模式跟以前不一樣，沒有真言以及特定的點化。而是老師跟我們連結，我們也跟老師連結，然後老師述說他的旅程，我們內在相應的面向也會跟著碰觸到，而可以跟著轉化。
旅程中會碰觸到的是我們尚未整合的部分，我們可以稱他是「陰影」，但這個陰影跟我們過去習慣稱呼的不同，通常我們會把我們的陰影推開，因為那是我們不希望在生命中出現的事情。這部份的陰影不同，是因我們還沒準備好活出它，而放在一旁的力量。
§ 三個步驟：
步驟一：收集我們放到一旁的資訊。從過去我們擺在一旁的面向取出資訊。
老師說，我們轉世一開始，是從完整的智慧中創造出來，但進入人身時的前幾年，身體是如此之小，所以當時我們會將一些資訊過濾出來放在某些空間，而這些集物空間目前仍保持原樣。
老師更深入的說明，因為我們剛轉世時過濾了一些資訊，所以我們無法立刻全部一起運用這些智慧與知識。為了保存我們真的有的且真的想帶入我們生命的智慧跟知識，所以我們創造出集物空間來收集他們全部。而集物空間沒有變化，所以無論你是以什麼開始你的轉世，那些集物空間目前還是一樣。
老師接著說，目前這個我們內在的儲物層級被碰觸到，今日我們會發現並看到那所有我們在這轉世中所儲存的，並理解或提取那些我們之前無法運用，而為現今所保留的東西。
老師提到，所有這些我們決定放在儲存空間的資訊與智慧串流已經變成灰色，而現在因為我們意識上引導我們的注意力於其上，所以他們再次變回他們的原本的顏色，而我們可以專注在他們的顏色，或他們目前代表的面向，或他們目前看起來的樣子。
接著冥想五分鐘，找到儲藏空間，進入儲藏空間，並讓所有的東西再次以他原本的色彩閃耀。
步驟二：引導所有這些訊息進入我們自己的秩序結構。從取出的資訊創造出一個新秩序。
老師說，我們的能量結構，就像是我們的鷹架，固定住我們。而我們的鷹架缺乏剛剛這些面向，所以我們常常沒有覺得完整，以至於感覺有什麼不見了而持續向外去尋找。因為我們不覺得完整，因為有這些面向不見了，而這也創造出一個恐懼，害怕永遠找不到能讓我們完整的。而允許這些資訊與面向充滿這個鷹架，我們會再次覺得完整，我們可以停止向外在尋覓，因為我們發覺到我們尋找的每件事情實際上都在我們內在，所以藉著允許我們自己發現它，進而讓他充滿鷹架，我們可以停止搜尋，我們就可以停止恐懼，而我們可以感覺到完整。
冥想三分鐘。因為這些秩序知道自己屬於哪裡，這將會是很快的過程，所有我們要做的就是讓他們做他們的事，我們就坐在那觀看，讓他們發現他們自己的位置。
步驟三：從新秩序中創造一個未來18個月的焦點。
老師說，最後一步的聚焦會自動發生，它就從我們最後建立的秩序中造出自己，就像個閃耀的光停留在我們之內，在我們的核心，而在我們之內停留18個月，將會在我們的道路上引導我們，它將會啟蒙我們的道路，它不會走在我們之前，而它總是我們的一部分，而它將自動發生。
冥想兩分鐘，與這光協調，邀請這光，看看它如何擴張。看它變得多大。
§ 自身經驗：
晚上的工作坊，三段故事，故事畫面很清楚，心智還沒完全重設，或者說，畫面是那麼的清楚，但心智不重設的話是沒辦法接受擁抱畫面的能量指引的。而這週的本週訊息剛好跟工作坊的主題有關，實際練習的感受是，可以接續工作坊中未完成的轉化，讓它完成，真的是很不錯。
第一個步驟：依序出現三個區塊的顏色，先是綠色，森林的生活，然後藍色，都會裡的夜生活，紅色，動態衝刺向上的能量。無色，站在遠方卻看得仔細而不介入。當然，好像有些政治板塊的意涵，跟政治不一樣的是，各區塊裡面的景色都是和諧而美麗，沒有仇恨跟衝突。
第二個步驟，秩序，很快排列出來。神性的白色在底層，捧著紅色，然後疊上藍色，然後頂端是綠色。形成一個很穩固的結構跟秩序。而力量是疊加的，紅色的力量幫助藍色成長，藍色的力量幫助綠色成長，而一切都在神性的安排跟保護的根基茁壯。這是什麼意涵呢？心智沒有重設的話可能會慌起來，沒關係，還有下一個畫面。
第三個步驟，所有的顏色區塊開始凝聚在一起，形成一個棕黑的倒錐狀物，很像是墜鍊，頸部有羽狀物，轉呀轉，越轉越快，越轉越快，晶化了，燦爛的五彩繽紛水晶鳥出現，高飛，在前方高空引領，下方是混濁的塵世。
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第一天：早上起來突然清楚了，雖然有對應到外在世界，但那是我內部深藏的四個面向，當他們浮上表面，還沒完全整合進心智體，系統會有些慌亂：這是什麼？
早上清楚了：這就是「我」。接受它，歡迎它，讓他成為秩序，讓他成為一個焦點，系統平靜了。
第二天：水晶鳥不在外面前方，水晶鳥回到了內在，他本該所在的地方，更穩定了。而水晶鳥也在心輪張開翅膀，能量充滿整個胸腔跟上臂。
第三天：水晶鳥在體內更茁壯，充滿整個下腹部，延伸到雙下肢。
第四天：覺得水晶鳥在體內已經很穩定的擴展了，感受到完整。
真的很感謝老師的陪伴與帶領。
It is only today after the workshop that I feel that I can review my learning more completely.
This time, the course was conducted in a different way than before. There were no Mantra nor any specific initiation. Instead, Agni connected with us, and we connected with Agni, and then Agni described his journey, and the corresponding aspects of our inner being would be touched and could be transformed along with Him.
What we touch on the journey is the parts of us that are not yet integrated, what we might call them "shadows", but these shadows are different from what we used to call them. These parts of the shadow are different because we are not ready to live it out and put it aside.
§ Three steps.
Step 1: Gather the information we have put aside. Retrieve the information from the aspects that we have put aside in the past.
The Master said that at the beginning of our incarnation, we were created out of a whole wisdom, but in the first few years of our life, the body was so small that we had to filter out some of the information and put it in certain spaces, and these collecting spaces are still intact.
Agni explained in more depth that because we filtered some information when we were just incarnated, we could not immediately use all of this wisdom and knowledge as a whole. In order to preserve the wisdom and knowledge that we really have and really want to bring into our lives, we created the collecting spaces to collect them all. And the collecting spaces do not change, so no matter what you start your incarnation with, those collecting spaces are still the same for now.
Agni went on to say that now that this inner level of our storage spaces is touched, today we will find and see all that we have stored in this incarnation and understand or retrieve that which we could not use before and keep for the present.
Agni mentioned that all these streams of information and wisdom that we decided to put in storage have turned gray and now because we are consciously directing our attention to them, they are back to their original color again and we can focus on their color, or what they currently represent, or how they currently look like.
Then meditate for five minutes, find the storage space, enter the storage space, and let everything shine in its original color again.
Step 2: Guide all these informations into the structure of our own order. Create a new order from the information taken out.
Agni said that Our energy structure, like our scaffolding, holds us in place. And our scaffold lacks the rigidity of these aspects, so we often do not feel complete, so much so that we feel that something is missing and we keep looking outward. Because we don't feel complete, because there are these aspects missing, and this creates a fear that we will never find what will make us complete. And by allowing that information and those aspects to fill the scaffold, we can start feeling whole again, we can stop looking outward because we realize that everything we are looking for is actually within us, so by allowing ourselves to discover it and then allowing it to fill the scaffold, we can stop searching, we can stop fearing, and we can feel whole.
Meditate for three minutes. Because these orders know where they belong, it will be a quick process, so all we have to do is let them do their thing and we just sit there and watch and let them discover where they belong.
Step 3: Create a focus from the new order for the next 18 months.
Agni said that the final step of focus will happen automatically, it will create itself out of the previous order we created. It will be like a shining light staying in us, in our core, and staying in us for 18 months, and will guide us on our path. It will enlighten our path, it will not go before us, but it will always be a part of us, and it will happen automatically.
Meditate for two minutes, harmonize with this light, invite this light and see how it expands. See how big it becomes.
§ Self-experience.
Three stories, the story pictures are very clear, but the mind is not completely reset, or rather, the picture is so clear, but if the mind is not reset, there is no way to receive the energy guidance nor to embrace the pictures. Fortunately The weekly message of this week happened to be related to the theme of the workshop, and the actual practice was very good to continue the unfinished transformation of the workshop and let it be completed.
The first step: four blocks of colors appeared in sequence, first green, the life of the forest, then blue, the night life in the city, then red, the dynamic sprinting upward energy. and white, standing in the distance but seeing carefully and not intervening. Of course, it seems to have some political connotation in Taiwan's situation, but unlike politics, the scenery inside each block is harmonious and beautiful, without hatred and conflict.
The second step, order, is quickly arranged. The divine white is at the bottom, holding the red, then stacked with blue, and then the green at the top. A very solid structure and order is formed. And the power is superimposed, the power of red helps the blue to grow, the power of blue helps the green to grow, and everything thrives on the foundation of divine arrangement and protection. What does this mean? I felt that if my mind is not reset, I may got panic, but it's okay, there is another picture.
In the third step, all the color blocks begin to coalesce together, forming a brownish-black inverted cone-shaped object, much like a pendant chain, with a feathery neck, turning and turning, faster and faster, crystallizing, and a brilliant colorful crystal bird appears, flying high, leading the way in the sky ahead, with the murky world below.
Reciting Weekly Mantra 70908181
Day 1: I woke up in the morning and suddenly it was clear that although there was a correspondence to the external world, those 4 colores were the four aspects that were hidden deep inside me, and when they came to the surface and were not fully integrated into the mind body, the system was a bit confused: what is this?
In the morning it becomes clear: this is the "I". Accept it, welcome it, let it become in order, let it become a focus, and the system calms down.
Day 2: the crystal bird is not outside in front, the crystal bird is back inside, where he should be, and the system felt more stable. And the Crystal Bird opens its wings in the heart chakra and the energy fills the entire chest and upper arms.
Day 3: The Crystal Bird grows stronger within the body, filling the entire abdomen and extending to both lower limbs.
Day 4: I feel that the Crystal Bird has expanded steadily in my body and I feel complete.
Thanks to Agni for all the teachings.
