筆記「勇敢擁抱自身力量」Notes on Courage for Strength

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這個月工作坊的主題是「勇敢擁抱自身力量」，老師說，現在來到一個能量提升的時間點，要以你自身的力量來讓你自身的位置變強，將其帶出或展現在外在。

老師表示，這取決於時間線，而現在我們正處於大覺醒的時間線。儘管大覺醒在整體上可能要到明年才會發生，因為我們總是走在前面，我們也會在那之前先面臨一些決策和問題。因此，其中一個問題是，我們現在被要求表態，對一些我們從未料到會在我們生活中出現的事物，釐清我們的立場。

另一個重點是我們害怕，害怕如果我們使用我們的力量與能力，我們就會變得顯眼。所以我們嘗試壓抑自己，因或許我們覺得可能我們不夠強壯，而現在這會改變，又或許我們害怕將不再能夠適應，是的，我們全都試圖適應我們的環境、我們的家庭、我們的朋友圈、我們的社會。我們想要朋友，我們想要被愛，我們想要感到被接納，但是一旦你表明立場，一旦你以你的力量站出來，因為你覺醒了，不再能對同樣的事情說「是」，然後之後，顯然你會失去身邊的某些圈子。

接著是第一個練習，是手印，幫助我們看到、知道、理解我們在哪些地方壓抑了自身的力量。手印會用到左右手的食指，左食指放在脊柱末端，右食指放在左邊太陽穴。接著，兩指同時移動，右食指滑過前額來到右太陽穴，而左食指向上移動到胸椎末節。兩分鐘。

練習完，老師分享經驗，老師說練習時，令他感到驚訝的是，從他拒絕自身力量的地方，冷漠滲入了他的生活，老師說，當我們都在尋找愛與溫暖的時候，拒絕自身的力量與能力會讓冷漠進入我們的生活和我們的存在本質。

老師接著提到，我們為什麼放棄了自己的力量？我們常在關係中放棄自己的力量，子女、父母、伴侶、愛人、諸如此類，而這就像兩個伴侶都放棄他們的力量，不僅為了找到共同點，也為了要給彼此一個存在的空間。但當這些關係結束，例如小孩長大了，從與父母的關係中走出來，例如伴侶分開時，我們忘了取回我們的力量。因為我們放棄了它，然後忘了將它取回，所以在生命中我們所做的事，就是我們創造出一個蜘蛛網，我們將力量遺留下來，放在某處，忘了取回。在我們對力量拒絕時，我們創造出一個拒絕自身力量的蜘蛛網。

練習二用到了數字真言，77191919，目的是讓蜘蛛網變得可被看見。三分鐘。

接著老師分享說，對他而言，有趣的是，這個感知，這個蛛網的建立，是從多個轉世一直延續下來，而不是現在才開始發生。

第三個步驟是點化，老師會幫助還沒釋放掉自身蛛網的人釋放掉，接著，激發你的勇氣去使用你的能力，在你的生活中為自己使用力量，特別是去幫助他人釋放掉他們的蜘蛛網。兩個步驟共五分鐘。

點化完後，老師進一步解釋，理所當然的，步驟一去展現我們自身的力量和能力，這對他人是有激勵作用的，他們感受到我們，他們看到我們，透過我們會激勵他們去前進並找到他們自身的力量和能力。而第二點是有關他之前說過的時間線，現在的時間線會讓事物變得更可見與可及，我們在過去數個月已經學到許多，許多過去不可見不可及的事情現在都變得可見可及、已經釋放、或可被釋放。所以藉由覺悟我們擁有進入的管道，藉由工具我們擁有進入的管道，我們擁有一切，現在正是時候讓一切變得可行可見。

EN Scripts

The topic today is 'courage for strength', and Agni said the time is a rise to slowly make you own position strong with your own power to bring it or make it visible on the outside. 

Agni said, this depends on the timelines, and right now as we all know, we're in this timeline of the Great Awakening, and even though the Great Awakening might not happen in general until next year, because we are always a step ahead, we are also confronted with decisions and questions before that. So one of these would be we are now asked to take a stand to clarify our position to things that we never expected would appear in our life.

And another point is that we are afraid, we are afraid if we use our strength and power that we will become visible. So we try to hold back, OK, because we feel maybe we're not strong enough, which will now change, or we are afraid that we don't fit anymore, OK, we all try to fit into our surroundings, and to our families, and to our, you know, friend circles, into our societies. So we don't. you know, we want friends, we want to be loved, we want to feel like we're accepted, but as soon as you take a position, or as soon as you take a stand with this, with your own strength, because you realize, okey, I cannot say yes to this anymore, then obviously you will lose some of these circles around you.

So we now come to our first mudra, which will help us see, realize, understand where we have suppressed our power. OK, so, you need left and right index finger, left index finger goes to the very end of your spine, and then the right index finger goes to your left temple. And then moving them both at the same time, the right index moves across your forehead to the right temple, while the left index finger moves up your spine until you hit the last thoracic vertebrae.

about 2 minutes.

Agni shares that when he did it what surprised him was that, where he refused the strength, coldness seeped into his life, he said, where we are all searching for love and warmth, refusing our own strength and power allows coldness to come into our life and into our being.

So, adding on or extending to what just shared, why have we given, why do we give up our power? We often give up our power in relationships. you know, children, parents, lovers, whatever, but it's like both partners give up their power in order to find not only common ground, but to give each other space to be, but when those relationships end like as a child you grow up, you grow out of that child's parent relationship, partners you separate whatever, we forget to take back our power, okay. Because we give it up and then we forget to take it back. So what we do all through our life is we create a web, a spider web of power that we left, that we parked somewhere, that we forgot to take back. So we've created spiderweb of power through our refusal of power. 

Actually it's a spider web of a power refusal, that's what Agni said, sorry.

In step number 2, we will use the numbers mantra, 77191919, which is also in the chat, to make this spider net, this network visible.

3 minutes.

So Agni shared that for him it was interesting for him to see that this perception this building of this web has spread through incarnations already, it's not only from now.

So Agni said the next step is that, for everyone who has not released their own spider net yet, he will do that. And then this step afterwords is to activate the courage to use your power, to use your strength for yourself in your life and especially to help others to release their spider webs. 

So both of these steps together will take about five minutes, about 2 minutes to release the net and then another three minutes for him to activate this for this power, this courage.

So Agni said that, of course step number one our own strength and power is motivating for others, okay, they feel us, they see us, so it motivates them just through us to go and find their own strength and their own power, and Agni said, the second thing is like he was talking about timelines before, timelines now make things more visible and accessible, many things and we've learned that within the last months already, many things that were not visible or accessible before are now visible and accessible, or released, or can be released. So we have like, we have the access by realization, we have the access by tools, and we have everything it's just now the time to become doable and visible.

So the next meeting is August 13th, joy form your own being.

Agni shared that he already put the next 15 dates on his website for everyone to book if they should want to, but they have no topics, many of them have no topics, because the time is so fast right now, he said he cannot share topics, because it really does not want time to be, you know, to pass him by, so most likely, most of the topics will not be announced until about a week before if he's lucky, and maybe just a day before, or maybe not at all, who knows, we will see.